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miserable sarcastic gurl meets crazy wicked world.


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01. I hurt: when I think about all I have let slip through my fingers, knowingly.
02. I love: him, but he doesnt know.
03. I hate: too much, too many, too often, for too little of a reason, all the time
04. I cry: all the time, for nothing, yet everything all at once.
05. I fear: I will never overcome my fears
06. I hope: everything truly happens for a reason and someday, i'll be something/somebody to someone.
07. I sadden: knowing he cant feel me
08. I feel alone: even when I am surrounded by hundreds of people
09. I kill: myself, repeatedly
10. I talk: with a look, opposed to words
11. I listen: carefully to try and hear the faint sound of his heartbeat a million miles away
12. I break: never, I am unbreakable and indestructible
13. I see: smoke rings and bright lights through tired eyes
14. I smell: crisp burning leaves
15. I taste: euphoric tobacco smothered by seductive merlot
16. I work: myself too hard for too little
17. I remember: everyone who has ever hurt me and always will.
18. I hold: everything together by tattered strings
19. I hide: behind a wall of agony, i built
20. I pray: to a higher power not noted in books or fairytales
21. I walk: down the path less traveled, alone
22. I drive: everyone around me to the brink of insanity, constantly
23. I read: into everything you say to me
24. I burn: everyone with my heated words and undying hatred
25. I breathe: hoping it's my last breath
26. I play: for keeps, so fuck you and your rules.
27. I miss: having someone to hold me
28. I touch: people more so with my words than my hands
29. I learn: I am worth more than I give myself credit for
30. I feel: alive for the first time in my life
31. I know: I can do anything I set my mind to, without regret
32. I said: everything you wished you could have, but were afraid to
33. I dream: of waking up next to someone beautiful, inside and out, for the rest of my life
34. I have: the ability to overcome anything
35. I want: to acheive everything I thought impossible
36. I fall: at your feet, because i am forever stumbling.
37. I wait: and will wait forever for something I truly want
38. I need: your strength to help me through
39. I live: minute to minute, day to day
40. I thrive: on the knowledge that i might someday be more than what i am right now.

-bella in a nutshell.

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